~aku suka kau~

salam...entry dis tyme mcm jiwang tp nk sharela ngn yg terbaca ea..ne cerita bkn kisah sesape..ak  rse mesti dlm hidup ne korg pernah suka kat seseorang or org tu suka kat ko..either one la..tp ne nk cite bila org suka kat ko..
SUKA and CINTA adalh satu bnda yg lain la...sume org tahu tu tp ad jgk yg x tahu..bg korg suka n cinta tu sme je..klu org tu ske korg means dy cinta korg la smpi bila2 smpi kawen sampai mati...tu cinta..klu suka ne lain..suka dy mcm tertarik ngn korg dgn reason and benda ne pling bahaya...

okey lebey detail..ini entry psl SUKA taw..ape respon korg paling 1st skali bila org ckp...''eyh act kan ade something nk ckp ne....aku suka kau la''..cth;..hehhee..pernah x...pernah x..maybe korg nye version lain sket kot..tp ske atila..okay..ble korg dpt statement tu dr seseorg x kira la msg ke call ke face to face ke..ak nk taw ape respon korg pling 1st...mgkin pling common korg ckp ''yeke''...''terharunya''...''serious''...xpon x ckp lgsung...tp klu la ade org ckp ak cmtu kan...1st thing skali ak gelak..then ak ckp ''how come dude?''...haaa..sokln ne pling pntg...kenape????heheh

mestla kite nk taw kn knape seseorg tu ske kat kite..mcm mne?...bila?..apsal?..n ntah pape lg...klu ak pun curious gak..x kira la dy bru knl ke da lme ke..n then dorg akn ckp..ak ske ko sbb ko ne caring la...ske ko sbb err ko ne cantik la...ske ko sbb ntah la 1st tyme tgk trus suka...hehe..if la klu korg dpt jwpn cmne..besenya memg x lme la tu...or xpun tu 1st impression dorg la...suka bersebab...hmmm...tp jenis2 cmne ak respect la sbb dorg berani la reveal prasaan dorg even ad risiko dorg akn d reject..klu pompuan tu xde prasaan la ea...hehe...tp at least say la..tq ke..x payah la nak kutuk2 kn..huhu...x suke diam je...(ne utk lelaki yg x annoy la klu annoy korg x ya lyn)..hehe...act korg pnh x was was bile org suke korg ade sebab...hehe..

and...yg ne sme jgk yg kat ats...tp yg ne lain sikit...bile ko tnye knape dy ske ko..n then dy ckp..x tahu la knape..ade la something yg attract tp x tahu kat mne and bila..tetibe je suke...xpun..act da lme ak ske ko sjak dr dulu lg tp dat tyme ak tkut nk reveal sbb dat tyme ak x brani or dat tyme ak ade gf...bla..bla..bla...huhuhu..act dis type of people korg akn rse attract nk taw knape dy suka korg kn...ak rse yg ne cam ikhlas sikit...hehe..suka x bersebab..perlu ke kite suke seseorang bersebab..klu org tnye ak la..knape ak suke dy..ak akn ckp..ak x tahu..klu tahu pun ak susa nk explain..sbb ne brkaitn dgn hati n akal..kdg2 akal ne x link dgn hati n ble dat tyme happen..ape yg korg nk sampaikn akn messy berterabur...huhu...msti korg xnk kn..bnda tu terjadi...=)

okay ne...ade mmbe ak once told me how to when someone like u..=)..dorg ckp kan..tgk mata..sebab pandangan mata org yg ske kite ne lain sket..mcm kite ske kat org..mesti pandg lain sket kn...lg satu dy cam nk dkt je ngn korg okay..ak bg example la..cth..if dy kwn2 sekuliah korg..dy sntiasa nk ngn korg..anythg je dy tnye korg..ble xde dy tnye psl korg..dy cam care la kt korg..hmm ade jela cara dy..korg pasan kot...okay yg ne plak org yg korg knl la tp jauh..hehe..type yg cmne dorg akn sntiasa nk ambil tahu psl korg..chat ke msg ke..anythg la..kdg2 dr word2 yg dy ckp kt korg tu korg bley rse even dorg x reveal ape2..tp jgnla korg smpi syok sndr plak..padahal dorg xde prasaan kt korg pun..=)

ape ape pun..bg akula..suka ne lg slamat la dr cinta.klu cinta ne lg susa klu korg pun x cinta dy..klu suka ne dy just ske d mata tp d hati blum lg..ne memg common la..n ak pling x percaya ble org yg ak br knl ajk ak couple tetibe..dis is bullshit!..hehe..and sesape pun la..sbb jwpn pling sng..ak blum ade commitmnt..=)..and lastly..nk pesan la..if ade org reveal dy ske kat ko..mesti kna tnye kenapa..ade seba or xde sebab..n after that korg pikir la ape yg patot nk cbe suka dorg or sbaliknya..or act normal..tepuk dada..hehe..tnye diri sndiri ya..=)

p/s:..ak selalu hampir tetapi tidak......

~senget~

okayh...da lme ak x tlis entry...sbb ak x tahu la nk tlis ape...hehe...yeee memg btol..ak ne secretive..agk susah untuk sharing is caring ye...tapi2...mlm yg hening ne (sbb pagi nnt ade eclipse)..hehe..ak pon trse nk mnulis...so tajuk arini ialah senget....
   
          if slalu mse ak skola2...tudung ak x pernah betul...asyik senget je...budaya tiup meniup tudung sudah mnjadi kebiasaan untuk mencapai tahap ketajaman tudung yg diinginkan...(hmm...muncung tudung la)...hehe..but still...walau sekuat mne pon oxygen dsedut dan sebanyak mnepon carbon dioxide dikeluarkan...but still SENGET...x tahulah mngapa...adakah ia berkaitan dgn aku...hmmm...nmpk beno nipunya...hehe

          tapi2....hari ni sbnanya ak nk cte psl senget ne adalah mengenai bnda lain...iaitu...its weird la nk cte..it seems like a lil bit ngarut...tapi ak nk cite gak..iaitu...PILOT MATA SENGET...pnh dga x...soriiiiiii la klu dy bace...ak d sini x mo condem dy tp sdikit sbnyak made me realize bout 1 thing...iaitu keadilan...hehe

         so the story begin with...last holiday la ak nk balik jb...so x de spe nk amek ak...ak pon book flight...dlm mghrib kot...then mse boarding tuh..ak dok meliar...bosn xde kwn...nmpk pramugari MAS memg ayu la pki baju kbaya kan...batik la tu...but still..cacat sket coz...belahan kain dy tggi sgt...slamat ak pompuan..da r pose tyme tuh...huhu...so tga2 tinjau2 tu tetibe ade la dua org pilot ne lalu depan ak...yg sorg straight pndg dpn...yg sorg lagi ne...dy berdiri senget sket kat escalator tu..ak igt dy sje pose maut...ak pasan dy tgk ak...ak pon tgk dy balik...ye dy tgk ak...then ak zoom sket...mata dy...omg dy kenyit mata ke kat ak...impossible...ak zoom lg....eyh bkn la...mata dy...mata dy....mata dy...SENGeT...seriuss...ak x tipu...ak igt..ye ak igt...his left eye...ak tgk je dy smpi abes...pastu ak pikir...cmne ea agk2 dy bwk flight????/hmmmm.....

         moral of the story....even dy mata dy SENGET tp dy la yg bwk kite yg pandu kite ke destinasi yg kte nk g...klu korg naik flight r...igt sng ke nk jadi pilot...sesuatu itu tidak mustahil terjadi dgn izin Allah...igt tuh...

p/s;...ak ade cte kat kwn2 ak...igtkan dorg pon wondering cam ak...tp lain pulak jadi....dorg plak tnye ak blik...ade ke PILOT mate senget???...so the fact is..(aku  x pernah menipu)..huhu..=)

~sesuatu~

there something that i always so called as my first hobby and then it seems so 'pale' because of very limited space and do not have much time for me to ''skanking''...hehehe...maybe before this i am well known as ''p''...i guess about 3 years i am so cool with this kind of hobby and now i am not...but i wish to make a come back but dunno when..i hope that everyone with me here will call me as ''p'' just like before....miss it so dem much...huhu..really regret when someone asked me on how to handle or teach them one technic about that and i am fail to help them...really2 regret...so sad..=(...sorry guys out there...i am just amateur...there is a lot of thing that i must learn instead of to well known about that thing it takes time....i am used to continue just like before but sadly i am not....give me a lil time and i promise to recover it as lomg as i can...wish me luck out there...=)

~undefined~

huhu....lame x tulis...akan tulis ble tyme xde keje n bosan tahap dewa...mcm sekarang...rite now ak memg xde feeling...so ape yg ak tulis ne kira x mngikut perasaan la...kdg2 je ak mcm ne..huhu..ak tak tau ape yg ak suke n tak..tapi betul la..bile kite sebenanya dlm keadaan yg free gle2...kita akan rasa seperti nak fkir mcm2...imagine k...bgun tdo, solat then tdo balik....pastu on9, mkn,on9,tdo,termenung,on9 balik...g bilik kwn,balik bilik on9 tdo...exam lme lg ne...tgk buku sumpah xde nafsu...rum8 xde...kul 8 keje kul 5 ptg balik...bayangkan ak sorg2 kat bilik..nak ckp ngn pe?locker  bantal penemn setia...nak2...hujan lebat...dga lagu...layannnnn..layan...layan...gelak sne...gelak sini...kdg2 pikir gak...ble nak jadi baik ne...ble ak nk isi masa2 ne ngn jmpe DIA...ble wey...ble3...ak mcm lgsung x bersedia...betul la...mind set itu penting..ak nak bole...ble x nak...x jalan r..ak g klas aja org...mcm xde smgt..ak x taw spe yg bole bagi bnda tu...x taw..x taw..x taw..aritu pnjat broga..tp x sampai..maybe xde rezeki kot...hujan kan rahmat...safety is more important than virtue...yupp...i agree..syaitan me memg dilaknat kan...siputt tol..ak slalu je tergoda..i mean leka2...or maybe ak ne slalu sgt nk jaga hati org..ak rse hubungan antara manusia ini memg pntin sbb tu ak slalu mind my step everytime im talking to them, feel their feeling too...how others treat me is their way and how do i respon is mine..sometime i x cautious actually my characteristic...what kind of person i am..and thats not my works...sometimes i do tell what i like instead act i am not....huh...life is very heavy...but i should do the best because i want to live to the fullest before i die in which i dunno when...always remind myself...saya tak tahu bagaimana untuk bertindak apabila seseorang memuji n mengeji saya...so teruk...kadang kala saya ini sangat lambat untuk memickup accept study i am efficient...saya tak suka bila berjalan org tengok saya...saya tak suka lelaki yang gatal...saya tak suka org yg selalu merasakn diri dy betul...saya malas nak layan org yg ngada2 jadahh...aku x suka org buli aku...ble nak dy dtg...ble xnak dy bla...ak ne jahat jugak tapi baik sebenarnya...hahahhahaha...ak bosan...lol..rofl...ak rse bnda ne da mcm wat lagu yg jenis byk version...x caye cbe baca smpi abes...phmkan then cite balik kat aku...=)geeekkkkkkkk

~semalam~

~semalam..huhu...eh x2...kelmarin..ak dpt cite yg gle havoc..huhu...memg ak terkejut..mse ak dga ak rse mcm muka ak hilang sekejap..ntah la...susa nk ckp tp memg terkejut gle la..1st ak x sgka n 2nd make me think alot..when?where?how?sume ade...btul ke wey...ak x smpi ati dga..takut, sedih,kecewa sume ade..byk kali ak piki...mcm mne ley jadi cmtu..mak ak pon da x tercakap da...tp ak igt pesan dy...ape2 pun..kita amek iktibar la utk diri sndiri and slalu2 la berdoa mintak2 dijauhkan dari bnda2 x elok...n kpd yg berkenaan..didoakan semoga dia berjaya, diberi petunjuk...ye la manusia mne x wat sala kan..renung2kan...selamat beramal..=)

~pagi tadi~

pagi tadi...aku ade good job...memg good job gle...slalu game2 ne..aku yg player nye...tp dis tyme aku tuka angin plak...aku try cmne nk manage game plak..serius pening...bukn sebab aku x taw ke pe..tp sebab org atas yg aku rse x relevan r...mcm ne ke nk manage game besar2 klu game kecik2 cmne pun x ley handle..btullah ckp org jd ketua ne memg susa..nk handle mcm2...tp dy xkan jd susa if ketua taw cmne nk handle ank2 buah...klu jenis cm sembarang je memg haruk pikuk...huhu...okay...aku bab2 tyme ne memg alert sket...sbb aku x ske tggu org n aku pun xske org tggu aku...tp besenya...memg ak kna tggu org...sigh~..tp2 x kesala..aku x amek port pun...pling geram ble ak kena wat keje org lain weyhhhhhh...memg angin la...spe x marah kottt...byk kali kott aku terkena...ble ak cte kat org...org ckp aku ne baik sgt...asyik kena buliiii je...masalah nya skrg tyme wat keje org memg aku x rse kena buli...pas abes buat keje br aku terpikir...haah la..ak kena buli la...aishhhhh....arini aku kena handle game futsal...da layg men sume lelaki...aku tebalkan jugk la tgk dorg main..seriussss segan kotttt...da lar mi....6 grup kottt...diorang dok huhahuhahuha...phm2 la..mcm2 kuar..ak wat dunno je la...yg bukak baju nye lain...mcm2 la...tp ape2 pon thanks la kat dorg coz byk tolong ak td,...ye la aku kan amateur...nak2 dpt abg reff peh kacak gle...mcm plakon hindi...shahid kapoorr...(hek3..gelak gatal)....moral of the story arini...if kita responsible utk satu2 keje tu...manage la baik2...nnt x la kelam kabuttt,..smooth je...x ya bazir2 kredit call org tu org ne...pling best tadi kan...dpt mkn free...hehe...=P

~nak cite~

huhu...baru je tadi...tengah sibuk2 kot wat assignment bi..hehe..tetibe membe rum8 aku datang...then aku say hi la kat dy....hehe...then mase da lme2 tu dy pon syok2 tgk cerekarama..tetibe membe rum8 aku jerit...ehhhhh...awak...muka awakkk mcm ne...spe ne...yg berlakon ne...haaa...tiz zaqyah...hahaha....(x ley bla)....aku blur kot mula2...pas da phm nek segan plak...pe lagi...aku tunjuk muka...sengih2...n sambung blik wat keje...tp dlm hati ckp...(pasai ape muka aku yg mcm tiz zaqyah ne....muka tiz zaqyah tu kottt yg mcm aku)...hehe....
mood:...(bila la org nak ckp muka aku cm jessica alba plak ea...)...=P...lol