~sesuatu~

there something that i always so called as my first hobby and then it seems so 'pale' because of very limited space and do not have much time for me to ''skanking''...hehehe...maybe before this i am well known as ''p''...i guess about 3 years i am so cool with this kind of hobby and now i am not...but i wish to make a come back but dunno when..i hope that everyone with me here will call me as ''p'' just like before....miss it so dem much...huhu..really regret when someone asked me on how to handle or teach them one technic about that and i am fail to help them...really2 regret...so sad..=(...sorry guys out there...i am just amateur...there is a lot of thing that i must learn instead of to well known about that thing it takes time....i am used to continue just like before but sadly i am not....give me a lil time and i promise to recover it as lomg as i can...wish me luck out there...=)

~undefined~

huhu....lame x tulis...akan tulis ble tyme xde keje n bosan tahap dewa...mcm sekarang...rite now ak memg xde feeling...so ape yg ak tulis ne kira x mngikut perasaan la...kdg2 je ak mcm ne..huhu..ak tak tau ape yg ak suke n tak..tapi betul la..bile kite sebenanya dlm keadaan yg free gle2...kita akan rasa seperti nak fkir mcm2...imagine k...bgun tdo, solat then tdo balik....pastu on9, mkn,on9,tdo,termenung,on9 balik...g bilik kwn,balik bilik on9 tdo...exam lme lg ne...tgk buku sumpah xde nafsu...rum8 xde...kul 8 keje kul 5 ptg balik...bayangkan ak sorg2 kat bilik..nak ckp ngn pe?locker  bantal penemn setia...nak2...hujan lebat...dga lagu...layannnnn..layan...layan...gelak sne...gelak sini...kdg2 pikir gak...ble nak jadi baik ne...ble ak nk isi masa2 ne ngn jmpe DIA...ble wey...ble3...ak mcm lgsung x bersedia...betul la...mind set itu penting..ak nak bole...ble x nak...x jalan r..ak g klas aja org...mcm xde smgt..ak x taw spe yg bole bagi bnda tu...x taw..x taw..x taw..aritu pnjat broga..tp x sampai..maybe xde rezeki kot...hujan kan rahmat...safety is more important than virtue...yupp...i agree..syaitan me memg dilaknat kan...siputt tol..ak slalu je tergoda..i mean leka2...or maybe ak ne slalu sgt nk jaga hati org..ak rse hubungan antara manusia ini memg pntin sbb tu ak slalu mind my step everytime im talking to them, feel their feeling too...how others treat me is their way and how do i respon is mine..sometime i x cautious actually my characteristic...what kind of person i am..and thats not my works...sometimes i do tell what i like instead act i am not....huh...life is very heavy...but i should do the best because i want to live to the fullest before i die in which i dunno when...always remind myself...saya tak tahu bagaimana untuk bertindak apabila seseorang memuji n mengeji saya...so teruk...kadang kala saya ini sangat lambat untuk memickup accept study i am efficient...saya tak suka bila berjalan org tengok saya...saya tak suka lelaki yang gatal...saya tak suka org yg selalu merasakn diri dy betul...saya malas nak layan org yg ngada2 jadahh...aku x suka org buli aku...ble nak dy dtg...ble xnak dy bla...ak ne jahat jugak tapi baik sebenarnya...hahahhahaha...ak bosan...lol..rofl...ak rse bnda ne da mcm wat lagu yg jenis byk version...x caye cbe baca smpi abes...phmkan then cite balik kat aku...=)geeekkkkkkkk

~semalam~

~semalam..huhu...eh x2...kelmarin..ak dpt cite yg gle havoc..huhu...memg ak terkejut..mse ak dga ak rse mcm muka ak hilang sekejap..ntah la...susa nk ckp tp memg terkejut gle la..1st ak x sgka n 2nd make me think alot..when?where?how?sume ade...btul ke wey...ak x smpi ati dga..takut, sedih,kecewa sume ade..byk kali ak piki...mcm mne ley jadi cmtu..mak ak pon da x tercakap da...tp ak igt pesan dy...ape2 pun..kita amek iktibar la utk diri sndiri and slalu2 la berdoa mintak2 dijauhkan dari bnda2 x elok...n kpd yg berkenaan..didoakan semoga dia berjaya, diberi petunjuk...ye la manusia mne x wat sala kan..renung2kan...selamat beramal..=)

~pagi tadi~

pagi tadi...aku ade good job...memg good job gle...slalu game2 ne..aku yg player nye...tp dis tyme aku tuka angin plak...aku try cmne nk manage game plak..serius pening...bukn sebab aku x taw ke pe..tp sebab org atas yg aku rse x relevan r...mcm ne ke nk manage game besar2 klu game kecik2 cmne pun x ley handle..btullah ckp org jd ketua ne memg susa..nk handle mcm2...tp dy xkan jd susa if ketua taw cmne nk handle ank2 buah...klu jenis cm sembarang je memg haruk pikuk...huhu...okay...aku bab2 tyme ne memg alert sket...sbb aku x ske tggu org n aku pun xske org tggu aku...tp besenya...memg ak kna tggu org...sigh~..tp2 x kesala..aku x amek port pun...pling geram ble ak kena wat keje org lain weyhhhhhh...memg angin la...spe x marah kottt...byk kali kott aku terkena...ble ak cte kat org...org ckp aku ne baik sgt...asyik kena buliiii je...masalah nya skrg tyme wat keje org memg aku x rse kena buli...pas abes buat keje br aku terpikir...haah la..ak kena buli la...aishhhhh....arini aku kena handle game futsal...da layg men sume lelaki...aku tebalkan jugk la tgk dorg main..seriussss segan kotttt...da lar mi....6 grup kottt...diorang dok huhahuhahuha...phm2 la..mcm2 kuar..ak wat dunno je la...yg bukak baju nye lain...mcm2 la...tp ape2 pon thanks la kat dorg coz byk tolong ak td,...ye la aku kan amateur...nak2 dpt abg reff peh kacak gle...mcm plakon hindi...shahid kapoorr...(hek3..gelak gatal)....moral of the story arini...if kita responsible utk satu2 keje tu...manage la baik2...nnt x la kelam kabuttt,..smooth je...x ya bazir2 kredit call org tu org ne...pling best tadi kan...dpt mkn free...hehe...=P

~nak cite~

huhu...baru je tadi...tengah sibuk2 kot wat assignment bi..hehe..tetibe membe rum8 aku datang...then aku say hi la kat dy....hehe...then mase da lme2 tu dy pon syok2 tgk cerekarama..tetibe membe rum8 aku jerit...ehhhhh...awak...muka awakkk mcm ne...spe ne...yg berlakon ne...haaa...tiz zaqyah...hahaha....(x ley bla)....aku blur kot mula2...pas da phm nek segan plak...pe lagi...aku tunjuk muka...sengih2...n sambung blik wat keje...tp dlm hati ckp...(pasai ape muka aku yg mcm tiz zaqyah ne....muka tiz zaqyah tu kottt yg mcm aku)...hehe....
mood:...(bila la org nak ckp muka aku cm jessica alba plak ea...)...=P...lol

~satu hari tu~

ade satu hari tu...x silap ari Rabu kott..memg tiap2 minggu ak akan g lewat satu clas ne..coz clash ngn clas before nya...then fakulty da la lain..jaoh sokmo...so memg tiap2 ari rabu aku akan jalan laju gle2 r...malang x berbau ari rabu aritu miss aku plak lepaskan lewat...bese dy lepaskan 20 minit awl...tp sbb dy nk cek keje tu yg terlajak...huhu..okayla...aku nak cite bnda len ne...mse dlm bus yg pertama..(interchange clas ne melibatkan 2 stesen)..hehe..bus tu sesak la plak..so kire aku x dpt sit la...tpaksa la aku selit2 kat blakang driver tu...hehe...nak2...dy bukk la Hot.fm kott...aku yg tyme tu memg mengah gle...dga la plak lagu ne...intro dy pon cam sedap..aku pon dga la smpi bes smpi hilg sume motif aku nak cepat g clas lagi satu...mse trun bas tu aku igt balik bilik t aku nak cr lagu ne...jarang2 kot aku ske dga lg Melayu..tp lg yg ak da td memg syok r...hehe...nak jadikan cite da 2,3 mggu pastu baru aku cari..mayb disebabkan kekangan masa...ceh..x ley bla...aku x taw tjuk lagu tu..then aku cari la kat google...satu line lirik je yg ak igt gle2...""jgn pernah kau coba utk berubah''...nak2 aku cari rupa2 nya tu memg tajuk lg dy...hehe...cpt2 aku download n letk kat mp4 n desktop lappy aku....n lg satu mse aku type mnde ne ak tga dga lgu ne la..hehehe...okay da tu je...=)

~huh~

da 6 bulan kott aku x update...yuppp...sbb..mse tu aku wat blog ne pon ade reason...kira mcm x ikhlas la..tapi tetibe mlm2 cmne..aku rse aku mcm nak menulis plak..pnjg2..walaupun aku memg slalu tulis panjang2...tapi pnjg ne lain sket..sbb ak nak cite dari mula smpi akhir...klu ade akhir la..gle seriuss aku memg serabut mlm ne..asl ntah..aku tetibe jadi moody..ade la sbb..aku bkn sng nk moody..bila hormone da berubah jadila cmne..tp bkn hormone psl 'tu' la..ni hormone normal pnyee..okay..skrg aku takut kat satu bnda..org ckp klu kita asyik sebut bnda tuh...lme jadi btul..huhu..tapi aku harap x la..aku nak main2 kott...semoga dijauhkan..=(...yeee...memg btul bkn semua bnda kita nak kita dpt..aku memg sokong gle2 r...tapi mencuba nak dptkan ape kita nak..memg x salah kan...hehe...tu sume taw kott...akua de sokln common yg memg tiap2 ari akn ade org tnye r...huhu...asl ko single r?..huhu...sbb ak single r...simple kan...nak jwb pe lg...aku bf gf things ne now2 la..ak memg x amek port r...mls kott...dy ade 2 sbb...1st sbb ak x pk...2nd sbb ak mls nak pk...hehe..=(..tp2 ade kalis skett...sbb ak x jmpe lg..ha...tu pon sipi2..huhu..okaylah..aku reveal la kat sni...ak ne pemalu..wlupon rmi x cye..seriussss...ak klu dak2 laki ne..yg ak knl je ak memg havoc,tego ke hape ke..yg x knl memg la x...cop sombong tu mmg da sebati r..ntah r..mayb sbb dorg x knl ak kott...ak pling x ske la..laki yg cm x ikhlas r..nmpk kot dr muka...yg flirt lagi r...tp2...lg stu..once aku da knl n satu kpale..memg aku get along la...balik kpd motif k..mlm ne..aku memg bengang gle..seriusss...ak xnak ckp la...tp memg bengang..ak x ske kottt...nyampah..peh nk muntah...(bkn morning sickness)...x kisah la...yg penting aku dpt bebel kat sni...n lg stu sbb aku memg nak update blog neh...mls kot nk create balik...heheh...ak rse la...xde org bace...so ak pon x kesah...ape2 pon...slamat mlm....=)